How do you start over after losing your spouse?

[LuLu Comer]

 I have found myself having to start over after losing my husband of nearly 38 years. I'm too old to know how to begin a new life and too young to hope for a quick death. (of this flesh body, not of my soul of course)  Now I feel a bit lost as to what I should do with my life? I find comfort in God's words. I feel guilty when I think about starting life with another man. I never cheated and when I think of having a life with someone else I feel like I'm cheating on a man who is no longer here on Earth. I know that probably sounds, well, stupid. But none the less, here I am pouring out my heart looking for answers. Maybe there is no answer. I'm lost and have no idea how to be found? I guess I shouldn't bother others with my silly problems. But what do I have to lose? Maybe God led me here for good reason?

[Ed]

Ok, I followed your link and ended up on a YouTube page for a Dr. Michael Brown. I have no idea where to go from here. I clicked on thelineoffire.org link but that took me to another website. Oh well. I realize I'm not so computer savvy.

[Moshe Mayim]

There is a chat room there. Try again Monday and look for the chat option. https://www.youtube.com/@LFTV/streams